The weird thing is I don’t remember any of it, at the end, what happened when the bottom fell out. I look back and it’s like I was drugged out or something, because it was just months of mounting fighting and ugly words and silence and deep pain mixed with numbness and aloneness at...
Read more →I live my life in a fairly large sphere of silence, and I guess I make it that way. It’s not that I am not without noise and distraction around me, because I am usually busy doing something with the TV or a radio on nearby, feeding me music and talk. I just don’t...
Read more →I went to the library this afternoon to check out a book I had been wanting to read for a while- “Manhood”, by Terry Crews. Terry is the muscly guy that was in Old Spice commercials a few years back. He’s also a regular actor, currently in the Fox comedy, “Brooklyn Nine-Nine’, but also...
Read more →It’s a funny thing. You write because you want your thoughts and your ideas to be shared, to be enjoyed. You want to express your mental machinations and maybe share an insight or two on life and things going on in the world. And you create a platform- a blog- to do just that,...
Read more →Maybe I just lack scientific creativity. Maybe I don’t understand science. Or maybe I just don’t understand the endgame of postmodern thinking. Tim let me know today that after the Whanganui River in New Zealand was granted personhood last week- with a whole sphere of legal benefits given to it as a human- several...
Read more →Hearing this afternoon that Sports Illustrated had a new issue coming out soon with Cub’s phenom and NL MVP Kris Bryant on the cover, I visited the Barnes & Noble website to get the phone number to a store here in town in my sort-of neighborhood. I had to ask Jeff the Magazine Guy...
Read more →It was a pretty good day today. I ate fairly cleanly for once, not diving into the candy store at work in mid-afternoon. I ate my breakfast at home before I left for work. Greg next door at Cafe Espresso gifted me a carne burrito this morning, so I ate it for lunch. And...
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I was born in Albuquerque and have spent most of my life living here. I’ve also spent time in most every weekday in the last nine years on I-25, driving north and south to and from work. It’s odd, then, that it was only a few years ago that I actually noticed the three...
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Miscellaneous thoughts from today: • There is that smell in the house again. It smells like something moist in the walls. It’s so random. Maybe it is just me. • I’ve kind of lost an interest in Facebook. Just nothing compelling on it for me any more. I don’t connect well with people through...
Read more →It was a month or so ago when Brett, my sister’s eldest son, nonchalantly made the announcement to his mother. “Mom, I have a girlfriend.” And, like that, Brett had entered the universe of love and dating. The high schooler, without fanfare, was in a relationship. Wow. Easy peasy. It happens. Who knows why,...
Read more →I’m not an astronomer. Ask me to find the Big Dipper for you on any given night, and I’d be lost. I never know if the bright one in the twilight sky is Venus or Mars or Saturn, if you asked me. I’d probably guess Venus, but I don’t really know for sure. However,...
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“Then Jesus told His disciple, ‘If anyone would come after Me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow Me.'” – Matthew 16:24 There was a time when I read that verse, and it was a shield to me. I knew what it was to close my eyes to my ego,...
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It had been bad for a while, but I guess in the mid-1770’s it got really bad. From 1772 to 1776, a drought seized Nuevo Mexico, and thin food and water resources became even more scarce in the desolate territory. For those Spaniard colonists who took a chance and settled north of the Sonora...
Read more →Come join the community of the beloved Do you know the liturgy? You mouth the words so eloquently Certainly you must be elevated I will let you socialize with me We say the Words and sing the songs And we are wise and righteous You are free to join us Now here, may I...
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Jeff and Juliette were kind enough to let Chris Payton and I use their cabin for a second time in four years, so we jumped on the opportunity and drove up to Cowles this weekend, which is about 20 miles north of Pecos. The home of two small fishing ponds, several trailheads, a guest...
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When the chips are down, or we get tired and we need respite, most people have their go-to goodness. Mine are probably not that different from the escapes many others take. Food is a main favorite. Tacos please. Most anything with sugar. Stuff I don’t have to work much to make. TV. Baseball games....
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