• View from the Driver’s Seat

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    Back on December 30th of last year, I wrote about perhaps the biggest frustration I face as I try to live my life- and it is my regular fight with passivity.

    I stated then that I knew the problem with it I was having, and that I just needed to be more assertive with how I managed and oriented my life.

    We are nearly a month later, and tonight I found myself wondering- well, perhaps not wondering, but curious as to how much, if at all, I was living my life differently.

    I am still pretty persuaded that I am in the driver’ seat- but I have not started the engine. I am not moving.

    I think about this concept frequently as daily life rolls by, because I hear the clock ticking now. My body doesn’t act or recover, or even work, like it did twenty, 10 years ago.

    I feel frailty.

    I won’t chastise myself here.

    But not much has changed. I haven’t really changed anything about my life in the last month.

    A case in point- I bought a daytimer at year-end to organize and manage and to keep in front of me the schedule of my days, and as a tool to help me think out into the future and plan more in my life.

    I haven’t even used it for anything yet.

    I did tell myself I would be committed to doing two new things daily this year, though, and I have at least remained consistent in those tasks: reading a chapter a day in the New Testament, and writing a post on here every day.

    Still, I need to get a better view from the driver’s seat here. And start the engine. And move off of this driveway sometime soon.

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    A web programmer by day, I somehow still spend a lot of time thinking about relationships, God, and the significance of grace and love in daily events. I am old school in the sense that I believe in the reality of sin, and in the need of each human heart for deliverance to the Divine. I am one of those who believes that Jesus Christ is the Son of God, and that you can find most answers to life's pressing issues in Him and His Word, the Bible. I ain't perfect, and a lot of the time I ain't good, but by God's grace and kindness, I am forgiven and free.

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