Miscellaneous thoughts from today:

• There is that smell in the house again. It smells like something moist in the walls. It’s so random. Maybe it is just me.

• I’ve kind of lost an interest in Facebook. Just nothing compelling on it for me any more. I don’t connect well with people through it anyways. And I am sure others are tired of my Cubs and taco posts.

• I don’t connect well with people in general. Which makes a social media disappearance attractive and probable.

• The Lobo baseball team started the year out great, but when faced with top competition, collapses. Kind of like other UNM sports teams. I wonder why that is. Is it a by-product of the “poverty principle”: the Have’s will inevitably gain more, and the Have Not’s will lose more due to being down and behind in resources? I guess that is life as a fan: you hope your team comes out on top one day- because you identify with it so. In my case, the Lobos are all of New Mexico, which fights so hard for relevance and sustainability.

• I am the heaviest I have ever been, and the rubbery tire is really there now around my mid-section. I hope I discover a will to change soon because I just spend much of life these days sitting and eating.

• I hope to discover a will soon, period.

• Blake’s burritos, like midday naps, are still the best though.

• What am I doing.

• At least the dishes are done.

• Maybe I just need to sell everything in this house. I don’t need or use most of this junk anyways. Including these games.

• I miss the nieces and nephews. And yet, I don’t know what to do with them. This fact adds to my impulse at times to simply disappear for a decade.

• I need to go outside tomorrow.